Yes I'm done. Maybe I'm not DBing anymore or maybe I am. All I know is that I don't want this anymore for ME. But before I do get a D, I'm getting more info on child custody and learning as much as I can. I need to learn to see what is the best for my kids.
I'm ready to pull the trigger on D but I would prefer if she would do it. I'm ready to remove myself from this unhealthy sitch. The more the days passes me by, the more I realize my values. I feel like I'm enabling her EA and that is not acceptable to me. I believe I've done everything I could to save this.
I'm really looking forward to have my kids with me in my own place in the future. One positive to note that this sitch has brought is that, I have a closer relationship with my kids. I also learned a lot about myself and the mistakes I made in my M.
Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.
