Don't come around here no more

[wishing, hoping]

I can't afford the mortgage on the house and I don't want the upkeep. H can barely afford the mortgage. That is why he wants a year to refinance. But if I move, I want it guaranteed he can refinance the house before I sign off.

The only reason I am staying in the house is so I have leverage. I can't afford to live on my own and if I just leave, H doesn't need to give me anything. I lose all leverage. My attorney thinks that story of H and OW getting married before the end of the year is just a story. He thinks H will drag out the D as long as possible so he doesn't have to pay child support and maintenance. I think he is stringing OW along so she can come in and pay the bills.

He is really a sneaky snake. I am talking to my attorney at 2:45. I told him I was freaking out and felt at the end of my rope. I am sure he has a plan. I hope so.

WH