Don't come around here no more

[wishing, hoping]

Thanks, GM. I appreciate it. H is becoming very unglued. I am waiting to hear back from my attorney to see where we go from here.

I really hope in a way his anger toward me does escalate. Because then he will do something stupid. Really stupid. He is trying to push me out. I am not going. It is the only thing I have that H wants. I plan to use it to my favor. He is not going to bully me.

GM he is a big bag of wind. He is all blow, no show. He doesn't care that he lost his wife. To him I am the cause of all his misery. He hates me. He doesn't think he is losing the kids. I am sure he thinks the judge will have the kids stay with him. He thinks the OW is the best thing since sliced bread and my kids are the ones who have to pay the price.

And my family has done nothing but help me since day one. I can't keep asking them for help. I got myself into this mess and I need to find my way out.

H is all about cooking up complicated plans. That's how his life rolls. He makes a decision, sticks to it and decides he will clean up the mess from the fall out later. No, make that he has someone else clean up the mess for him.

And as much as I am interfering with his parenting, he is interfering with mine. That water bottle incident was on my time, not his. If I use "H logic" then he had "no right" to clean that water bottle. LOL!

I am ready to move out of the house, but I am not paying H one dime in order to move out. And I am doing it on my time schedule, not his.

WH