Don't come around here no more

[wishing, hoping]

Thanks TVS.

I think H is under the impression that the judge will do whatever H wants and will not give me anything I want. I don't know why, but he thinks the judge will force me out and give me half the debt and the minimum child support and no maintainance. But from what I have seen so far, they have been very willing to give me what I need and have told H to fly a kite.

I am hoping the trend continues. My mom told me I just need to let my lawyer handle it. But I am a worrier. And lawyers aren't cheap. H knows this and he's trying to play it into his favor.

D got out of the shower tonight and H went to do something and left her in the bathroom to comb her hair. I went in there to check on her (because my gut was acting up) and she was standing on the counter!!! Four feet off the ground standing on the vanity bare naked! OMG I almost had a heart attack!!! I told her to get down and never ever do that again!!! I swooped her down and held her tight!!! That's all she would need to do is slip and fall with her feet being wet on that countertop and crack her head on the tub or break her leg. H is absolutely brainless at times.

One more hour of insanity. Geez. I am so ready to get my kids back under my charge. I am fighting the urge to carve my name into his pretty little souped up four wheel drive to quote Carrie Underwood. Every time I walk by that car I just want to dig for my keys. But, I don't. And I won't. I just imagine I hear the squeal of metal on metal. : )

My mom said I should buy a dozen eggs and throw them at the sidewalk to get anger out! Lol! I think I will buy a 2 liter of diet coke and a pack of mentos. A good volcanic geyser should ease some tension, right?

WH