DB seemingly backfired w/ my H???

[MrCAS]

I can understand your feelings about going back based on my own experiences. For me, I thought when i left here in December that I was gone for good.

When i got back, I had the eerie feeling of "Been there done that". It was strange to see things that I was familiar with but still had a feeling of new.

However, now that I have been here for three weeks, it feels as though I never left. That I was on some kind of extended work assignment.

There is a certain solace that comes with the familiar surroundings. i wanted to move here. i wanted to live in this house. The only thing missing from my life is my W and my dogs.

Time is going to temper a lot of what you feel. Getting into the swing of working, getting your own place and making it yours, forging your own path... all these things will generate feelings of accomplishment and fuel you on. You will make new memories.

Quit looking so far ahead. Don't worry about things that have not happened yet... things that may never happen.. or the things that have.

You can not change the past. It is a cruel illusion that a lot of do to ourselves. We want to go back and make things right. We try to control everything so much that we want to include the past. Ain't happening, girl. Ever. it is a done deal.