Hey my sun loving friend. We, are not loving the sun here too much, it’s a little chilly and I love it.
You sound good, like your coming into your own sense of where your at with your gone but not gone H.
We are not going to revisit the misery anymore and we need to crawl out of this last bit of yuck were sitting on. How can we give nut balls like our H’s such power over how we feel? My H feels fine as long as he is avoiding, drinking, or smoking, I don’t want any part of that.
Nice look at what you want your life to look like, with your garden, and sun with a face!
My life looks like me participating in my life once again, fit and pretty, working and coming home happily to my kids, my g-son, and my dog who really does L me tho my S22 says dogs don’t L, hum I don’t buy it!
My new quilt is on my bed (because there’s no H to always thro it on the floor) and plans for the coming weekend to get out and GAL!
If someday or somehow H want’s to be a part of that plan he has a small window left before I slam it down on his hands. Wow, that would be a lot of work on his part, no real believing in that, and that’s going to be ok!
september is still a long way off. so don't be too bummed or scared by 'FINALITY" - it may or may not be.
Your right, the one reason I don’t like telling people things is because you then feel kinda obligated to go thru with it, but here nobody treat you like that, thanks!
I hope your as good as you sound, you are a kick! I’m so glad I met you and everyone here is really there for you when you really need it, so don’t disappear Nero.
<3 dm
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
