Nope, not at all. First of all, no one knows what the future holds, right? But also, I think the fact that you made the decision to stand and that you did the work makes you a success.
I love H, no one interests me at this point.
Aint nothing wrong with that. You feel what you feel.
I also realize I have some requirements in potential relationships that are non negotiable...like personality...personality is good.
The main thing, no? Along with sense of humor and good character. Oh and nice to look at always a plus.
I also wonder why some people (H) need other people?
Insight on the alone thing? It bewilders me.
People are different. Though for some, I think having to have someone around all the time helps them avoid stuff - looking inward and dealing with issues.
I've never really needed anybody, whereas all H wanted was to feel needed, how do I reconcile that?
Not sure you have to reconcile it. I think his needs were just different than yours. You can speculate as to why, though, I am sure.
