Originally Posted By: kelela
I'm trying really hard to have a Happy face while H is moving some things out right now. I'm crying hard inside cause this could be the last time i will see him for awhile. This really [censored] I hate this so much and yes I know its still a long road ahead of me.


No-one is asking you to put on a happy face whilst he is moving out. When he's moving his stuff out, don't hang around, Busy yourself doing other things, go for a walk, sit in the garden, take the kids out somewhere, just anywhere so you don't have to upset yourself. You're hurt enough, why let yourself be hurt even more frown


H47 me48
T22 M21
S20 - Got high functioning autism
3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her
11/2000 H moves back home
2/4/13 H moves out
H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!