H wasn't feeling good yesterday and after dinner I ran some medicine out to his parents house. We finished our talk from the other day. I had told him a few days ago that I was done. He told me the other day he wanted to talk but he was tired then never would finsh.
He told me that he wanted to get himself out of his mess, ie the a, and work on us. He said it wouldn't be a quick process. I said I know it won't because there are a lot of issues to work out. He also talked about all of the damage.
Apparently he had talked to his mom again, this time I guess he didn't feel so defensive. His moods are still swinging daily.
When I was leaving his mom was up and we talked a little. She is very worried about him. MIL still wont acknowledge ow.
So I don't know how he is going to go about getting out of his mess. One of the things he brought up is he realizes she showed her true colors when she came to the house and when she called and text me. Of course I didn't respond. I think all of that has helped him start seeing the light.
This is the first time h has said he wanted to work on us in at least 3+ years. So just when I thought I was finished I am being pulled back in but I am excited to actually know that he is willing to make an effort. I know it is going to be a sloooow process. I'm ok with that. I know he has to finish his journey.
M 48 H 50 M 25 T 27 D 20,18,15 6/11 H filed 3/12 H dropped 4/12 H moved out
