Hi. First week on vacation was awful then something happened he started tAlking to me again. We talked about moving back to the UK and him getting a other job where he is around much. We were actuelly enjoying ourselves. We were maybe 20percent of what we had been. Baby steps. But we have to get some finances straight so we need two years. Then as we are getting on the plane to come home he says who knows we could be here in two years or be divorced. I stuck to the rules and didn't say anything. So he tried to ask me what was wrong like he was trying to get a rise out of me. I just said I didn't want our youngest to hear. And he said well she needed to get used to it. Then 10 minutes later he was back to making plans about the move. It was like a kick in the gut. I have no clue if he means anything he says at this point! Help get me through the rest if my journey. I will do homework when I get home tomorrow!


Fighting for my life
W=45 H=38
M=18yrs
D=16
D=13
Bomb Dropped = 5/10/13
Still in house for I guess another two years according to him.