Tyvm for checking in, I must admit I think about you daily, wondering how youve been doing.

After reading so many negative threads lately, seems quite a few of us had turns for the severe worst recently, and a lot of advice to go dim. Ive been doing my best, but to just feel my own pain and just grieve my marriage instead of run from it. I guess its helping me detach like losing a loved one to death.

I hope your doing ok. The crazy back and forth can really be harder to deal with than the initial bd shock. Sometimes its so funny how getting away from our spouses can be a relief. Use this time to recharge your batteries and get the negativity out of your system. Hopefully you'll be ready, mentally and physically, to get yourself ready to for another round of time ant patience.

Im to the point, that my wife cant be honest with me right now, and seems to be going out of her way to hurt me, that it is best to just prepare myself to move on now. That two decades could mean absolutely nothing to someone, in fact working so hard to make it all disappear while being so cold and resentful while doing it still just shocks the hell out of me. I guess its the usual lbs/was banter we do with ourselves. She content on trying it with someone else, We see issues, they only decide to see problems.

Now that I know your ID change. Im looking forwad to catching up on your sitch. Things sounded a bit neutral, but at the same time positive last I knew what i was reading. Hopefully things are progressing along.

Im without internet right now, moved into a bigger place, they said internet was up but its not. Between no cable and everything I own right now not even filling half the new living room, life is a little daunting. Even a sneeze echoes thru like an empty canyon. Too broke to buy what I need, and still no end in sight of the mountain of debt. Life must go on, what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, right?

And trying to read on this tiny phone screen gets old fast. Amazing how bad you can miss the internet. Thx again for checking in. We'll see you on the boards soon. Please take care till then.