H is coming out of his fog a bit, but don't expect anything. It's a long journey. The fact that he trusted you with this info is huge. Don't let it change anything though. He is probably feeling quite safe since you have appt. next week. Guard your heart smile

H said he would be at one of my races, the one I was training for initially. He wasn't there. Later found out it was because xgf spent the night with him.. He still doesn't know I know. It was hard he wasn't there, because it was a milestone for me. I also cried before the finish, because I knew he wasn't there.