I'm in a lather and trying to regain some perspective. I received the latest version of the settlement offer and xh is trying to reduce support again after we had this agreed too. Then, and hour later I received a text from him apologizing for bothering or upsetting me, but wanting to know if I signed the agreement. No, you jacka$$! I didn't respond. I popped an Ativan and am letting my attorney deal with it.
I feel like Jekyll and Hyde. One moment I feel compassion for this pathetic human being and the next I want to spit in his face. Am I a kind and compassionate person or a hateful one? I don't even know anymore.