So, a bit of thinking the past few days, reflection etc.

I back doored Hs FB and realized that the decision to get off was a good one. Nothing earth shattering, it just makes it easier to live in my own space instead of wondering "Why did he post that? Was it directed at me?" Because, it's not, I am not on FB smile So nothing obsessed me, just seems he is having a bit of trouble grappling with a few of his decisions in life.

My date made me realize that I made the right decision in standing...Am I a failed stander? lol. I love H, no one interests me at this point. I also realize I have some requirements in potential relationships that are non negotiable...like personality...personality is good.

I also wonder why some people (H) need other people? I can't mind read or anything, but he can't seem to be alone. I am not like that, maybe that is part of why the marriage hit the rocks...insight on the alone thing? It bewilders me. Sure, sometimes I am lonely, but it passes. Maybe H and I are just at different stages, I don't know.

I've never really needed anybody, whereas all H wanted was to feel needed, how do I reconcile that?