I find it interesting that you've mentioned recently how angry you are, but that isn't what I see in your posts.
To me it looks as if you are sad, but not overwhelmingly so. More thoughtful than anything else. As if you are saying good bye, both to what was and to what could have been.
I hope that doesn't sound like rain on your parade because I didn't mean it that way. It sounds to me like you are grieving. Which means too that you are moving on. That you are living and you are separating yourself from something that is not.
As to the future....? Nobody knows. (Which is probably a good thing. I for one would still be hiding under my 15 year old self's bed if I'd known my own future.)
Here's hoping the next corner is a better corner
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.
