LostHope I'm sorry this is how your first pregnancy is going. Unfortunately it's always something you will remember. Right now as hard as it is try to focus on your baby as that's all that's important right now. I hope all works out for you as well. I agree the hardest part is that this the 3rd time he's done this to me. I am tired at this point. I was looking at my picture from 3 years ago and I am unrecognizable. The stress has really gotten to me and at some point I need to say enough is enough. I am done. I wish I was done and ready to move on for my own sake. For now I keep on hoping.
M12 Kids 2 ILYBINILWY 08/05 Reconciled 05/06 S07/12 Moved back 03/13 Separated Again 06/24/13 Back Again (his choice) 02/14 Leaving again 03/23/14 DIVORCED 02/15
