W was just here helping clean up after a yard sale my D is having to raise money for the beach. Got to talking about the bills and how little I have until next payday once I set aside the mortgage. She offered to give me the $ I had loaned her last week to help me, but admitted that she'd need it back once I get paid next Friday. She was trying to make herself sound chipper, about how she'll "get there someday!" and be able to save money and spend it on what she wants, all the while with a funny look on her face. She also said, "I know you're not in a hurry....," meaning the divorce. My hunch is that she's saving money for her vacation in August and that's why her bills are tight.
Overall it was still pleasant, just a bummer. I initiated and got a lukewarm hug, which then made me feel like an idiot. I did notice that she was wearing a pair of earrings I got her a few Christmases ago.
Everyday a rollercoaster.
M:46 W:46 M:25;T:29 S:25; D:17 BD:12/22/12 D process begun:1/21/13 W moves out:3/1/2013
Anyone who isn't embarrassed of who they were last year probably isn't learning enough- Alain De Botton
