I’m journaling but not getting much feedback even though people are reading.
Anyway the front row seat to I have to W’s new life shows me that she’s actually in an intense couples relationship with OM,I know they are in a honeymoon period but its a lot more than I expected. I mean she’s skipped work a couple of times this week and was prepared to miss D11’s school party to with hotel up with this guy. All I can see on the washing line are all sorts of new underwear and other things I’ve seen tell me this is more than a simple knock off .
The realisation that I had today was stop being sad, this is not your wife with OM, it’s his wife and I’m just getting in their way. So forget any hopes of a miracle or last minute reconciliation. Get up and move on.
The legal process is on going and my latest realisation tells me I need to do all I can to up speed the process without leaving myself open to financial ruin.
My weekend plans are the same, however I’ve decided to include some cooking for myself on Saturday.
