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Willb,


I am sorry to hear things still seem to be messed up, haven't read your post in a while because time is so limited.

So angry right now. Can't go for a walk. Need to get my daughter to bed. Son spends too much time on computer. We are all grouchy at each other. I am mad at H. Telling myself to stop. Just so pi$$Ed at what he has done to my kids. They are hurting.

What has been going on? What have you been doing to work on yourself and worry about you? It sounds like you are still basing your feelings on H. Maybe not, but it sounds like it.

I understand you being pissed, however, that needs to be quietly. The best thing you can do for your kids is show a PMA, show them grace and dignity in the situation and keep working on yourself.

It doesn't sound like you are the least bit detached. I know it isn't easy but it is important.

Is your H WAS or MLC?