New to This - An English Man In Trouble

[Hadlee58]

Well feeling pretty emotional tonight.... After the initial highs of a few weeks ago I find myself off to bed alone before hitting the big '40' tomorrow. I guess I had pictured waking up with my wife in the morning but not to be. The romantic in me had thought I would be there by now, difficult to keep a positive attitude tomorrow. I guess I should be thankful I am still here and still trying to get things back on track but the San miguels haven't helped lol