Blindsided

[chl0901]

Journal: I did a non-DB thing and text my H this morning asking if he wanted to go to lunch. He called me later and said yes and that a co-worker would join us. It ended up being a nice time. I was pleasant and conversational and only interrupted H one time, which I caught and shut my mouth (I have a bad habit of interrupting which my H hates - one of my 180 goals). I think we all three had a nice time. When we were leaving, H gave me a quick kiss and said "I love you" which was really nice because I can't even remember the last time he said it to me without me initiating. And most of the time he wouldn't say it back to me when I said it first (before I started DBing). Won't look too much into it, but it was a nice feeling - felt somewhat like old times when we actually enjoyed spending time together.