Don't know what happened but my mind is racing once again this time it feels like deep down that H and OW is moving in together I don't know if this is real or not and I know that I will have to let it go cause I have no control over what H and OW does. I just don't want my boys around that person at this time. This is a bad dream I had last night. I hope this dream is not real right now. And I'm trying not to ask cause if its real them I know that I'm going to be really hurt about it. I wish my mind would just stop doing the roller coaster emotions. OK I'm.going to try to go back to sleep now.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
