Being in NEUTRAL is getting old....

[holdingon]

and I left there thinking....I AM getting back on track....I AM becoming my ole self again. It felt good, and people were drawn to that. That's how I want to continue each day....and want H to see me that way....not the ole "tenative Mooka" I had become the last several months in the LIMBO-LAND with H. Maybe that's a silver lining in this S, that I am gaining strength in who I am again....and getting clearer on what I want out of life.

YES, YES, YES

I have noticed this too (on occasion... not as often as I like, but working on it) and LOVE IT. Find that I like ME, like being ME... so, whatever happens, happens. We will be better, regardless!