Today is a good day I didn't even had one thought of H today and I actually had a wonderful and peaceful night. I actually sleep all the way through the night without getting up every hour like I have been for the last two monthes. I'm starting to slowly let go of H but in still not giving up on our marriage. I have been having a super and awesome new relationship with MIL she has been coming up with lots of things for me to improve myself and she said that she will go with me to get myself a new makeover and help me to look more attractive to show what H had given up. ( its kinda weird that she is welling to help me out here and its her son that is leaving me) but I will take anyone's help and she is encouraging me to start going out with my friends and she will watch my boys for the evening. Which is pretty cool once again. She also told me that she knows for a fact that this relationship that her son is having with OW will not last. She doesn't know how long but when H has a talk with her about what's going on she knows her sin much more then he knows himself. And every time he does something she us usually about 90% correct. She told me to back off and let him go but be the better person then OW and he will come back cause we have a 13 year history together and we have two boys. And the best part for me is that I have Hus first born and I'm the first wife and I'm do much better then OW. So we will see how this goes. I'll keep posting down the road.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
