Hoping for WAS to come home

[JaxFL14]

Dang, as fast as I was up and feeling positive I'm cycling down. You know one day all of us will think back to these times and wish we could go back and tell ourselfs it all happens for a reason and you will be happy. I just have to look at my sister who was married to a navy deal that was KIA back in 2005. Devastating event in our families life. Yet through time she found love again and 2 great kids.
Do our WAS really ever come home or do we get back together? I suppose most that read the book never find the website and this forum, or don't let us know its worked out but some "minutes" I look at what my W is doing and just don't see how she will change her mind or have the guts to tell me she wants to try. But I'll just keep controlling the thing I can and that's me. But I miss my W. :-(

But to finish on a happy note I'm playing golf Friday for the first time since BD.