Your L recommended you not say anything. Yet you continually have an itch about telling your W about how you understand how she felt, etc. Things that you had already told her before over the span of this whole situation.
Protect yourself first (based off of what L is saying) and after things are settled, you can tell her whatever you want. After all, her heart hasn't softened at all since she hasn't dropped the TRO against you. Saying something now isn't going to progress your situation.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.