I am back from visiting my Mom in AZ. Got tons done for her...taxes, cleaning & organizing closets, getting rid of junk, etc. It was fun and accomplished a lot. My sis and Mom do not know about our s. It was kind of weird keeping that to myself, but she is aging....and she would have been devistated. I will tell her when I HAVE to.
Being distracted from my sitch was good. WE laughed, got fresh air, saw some relatives.
Did not hear from H, but both kids called to check in. H called first thing this morning and asked briefly about my trip. Said he was glad I made it home safely. (Hmmm??) H mentioned coming over Sun when S is home to hang out. I said, sure that would be fine.
Not much else in the conv. He beat me to the punch for getting off the phone, gotta work on that one.
I have plans tonight and Thur night this week. Gotta keep busy....that helps so much. Working a lot this week too.
I do miss H so much....and still long for us to be back together. I wonder often, if that's just a pipe dream. I keep trying to give it to God....and re-reading part of DR to keep my PMA booosted. Had a few moments of sadness and tears yesterday....but then got over it.
