Ruby, I have no desire to contact H also. It has been like that for quite some time. I’m OK with him contacting me, I’m not nervous anymore. I don’t think I’m detached though. I still cannot get him out of my head most of the time. I’m trying to figure it out too. I think I don’t initiate contact because I don’t want to be disappointed and/or anxious, it is kind of a self defense mechanism for me.
Take care of yourself.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
