I was struggling in work today to stay focused and I wanted to talk to so many people about my sitch but I thought not many of them could make a difference or even help me and I may just come across to them as a winey loser.
However I did put out a call to my old school friend who I’ve know since I was 11 years old (he currently works as a contractor in Doha in the middle east). I told him what was currently going on and some of the things I have seen, and he just said “friend why are you putting yourself through all that torture trying to find our what’s going on in W’s life”. “You know what she’s doing and what she done, so just leave all that behind and focus on yourself, your job and your daughter and don't let your values drop like W has, keep your self respect and dignity”.
He followed up with some other good advice which is the sort of basic good stuff you folk on here would be giving me ( No snooping, listening to conversations, reading letters, going through overnight bags etc) and he knows nothing at all about DB. I should have recorded that call to playback when I’m starting to slip, but it did give me a lift and has probably stopped me from doing things this week end that I shouldn’t.
