Blindsided

[chl0901]

Thanks, Ruby. I feel like I have already been letting a lot of things go, which has been difficult, but I guess you gotta do what you gotta do in these situations. Looking at your story makes me hopeful - ultimately, I want us to be together and happy and trusting again (which would take A LOT), but my second choice would be to have a good relationship for our S's sake, and where I could be happy without him and okay with us not being together (which right now feels impossible).