Lost, Don't wish you can be heartless. Be who you are. I felt and said the same this about not being a nice guy and that women seem to want A holes and I believe it was you that stepped in and said you wish you had a nice guy. I know what you mean about the cycling, just yesterday I was down and today I'm up and feeling ok about myself. Roller coaster that is just no fun. Trying to understand I can only work on myself and what I believe I do wrong in relationships and that my W is in her own journey right now. Doesn't make it better but allows me to cope. I pray that the birth of your son can flip that father/family instinct in your H and thst can bring you together. How do you feel your hormones while prego have affected your relationship? I ask cause I have friends who's wife are crazy crazy and mean. Mine said the thought of sex made her sick while prego so that's 10 months of no intimacy X 3 kids. Lol. Hmmm, disconnect maybe. Lol. Take care and thinking about you and you baby daily from down her in FL. Sending thoughts and prayers your way.
M:33 W:32 Married:8 Together:10 S:5,4 and 8 months BD: 4/1/13 W move out day: 5/4/13 ILYBNINWY,WAS. No talk of wanting to save relationship
