good morning and are you out there??? in mlc land? just thinking aobut you this morning.
hope all is well- hyou're being verypowerful lately and it's got to feel mighty good. i'm awaiting the "ruthless" period of this all myself-
today still feeling floatie and maybe just relieved not to be in nj by mom- feel sorry to say it out loud- it's shabby but she's got people stopping by and one sister going to visit her- so for this one moment in time- someone else is visiting. i'm soo tired.
it's hard - waiting for the other shoe to fall all the time. the memory thing is a raw deal. she called last nite to tell me that my sister had died. (mom, that was 2008). poor old thing- when she's left alone too much she just goes back in time i guess, can't stay in the present.
it's the only thing that makes me wonder if a group home would be better - someone keeping you present . it does make a difference- i think when i get back i'll get off my butt and find someone daily so she can have some routine to count on, etc.
yueah- me and my resolutions. anyway-
hope you're okay- thinking aboutyou allll the time. let me know you're hanging on and what's up and what your h is saying, doing, thinking in response to your latest feelings ...
hoping all is well and you're feeling okay with it all..
xxoo ((( ))) i'll check back later - h at hospital now
