Portia, How are you doing? How is your parent doing?
It's hard to believe that it's been a year for you, i.e., time flies rather quickly for us. I have to say that you've gone by leaps and bounds and your advice is always spot on. I'm very happy to see that you are visiting other threads and posting advice/support to others.
I do hope that you are able to find some time for yourself and can enjoy a little bit of summer before it's gone.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.