My Story - Need Help... Is there hope?

[truelovewaits]

I'd still like to know if I should write to apologize for pressuring her and letting her know that running though won't solve anything. Pushing it away and attempting to ignore reality is hiding from what happened. It is running away.. I believe I'd need to change the dynamic to have hope. That and the other is I feel a part of her is running away and trying not to contact me over shame or guilt. She hasn't been able to deal with any of this, I mean she can't even talk about it. It's too much.