Thanks Linda. smile Some days I am sure I am delusional though lol!

Listen, a thought to put out there;

I have had the desire lately, to just live in the now, my own space. It is calming and pretty good smile. What's up with this? I have less desire to reach out to H, but am just as happy when he reaches out this way. Love to see him still, but don't think of ways I can finagle a meeting. Either detaching or really tired (after school, commuting and work!) Maybe time to get some sleep smile