Wanting to reunite with a woman that you had fallen in love with- Not foolish at all.
Do you have codependence/ esteem issues - YES
How do I know? - If you didnt have issues you wouldnt have asked the question
Its been one hell of a year for you. The legal sitch being over may help but you just need some more time for a rebuild - THE RIGHT WAY!
....and some victories along the way
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13