Loads on my mind this evening not sure if I’ll get a good nights sleep.
W is dressing up for another night out can’t believe the things she’s doing. she is a bleep, bleep , bleep, bleep !!! Good, got that off my chest.
Did my exercise tonight, no air con in the gym boy did I sweat, actually the gym is benefiting me as I’m toning up and gaining confidence whereby I’m not avoiding my reflection in shop windows or mirrors. Last time I felt like this was 2008. (just before we went into limbo).
Need to concentrate more at work, it seems I’m letting things distract me from the job at hand, work pays the bills so I have to give it 100%.
I was just recalling a conversation I had with D11 whereby she was telling me that her one wish was for me and W to get back together. I had to tell her that would never happen, but she should wish for W and I to be friends sometime in the future. At the moment I can’t see that happening either but I do pray for guidance to help lead me to a path whereby I can forgive W and we become friends.
Divorce papers are with W solicitors who will return them to the courts who will then issue the Decree Nisi stating the marriage is ending. Decree absolute to finally end the marriage is a minimum of eight weeks away but usually takes longer.
Both legal teams are lining up to bleed us dry, or should I say bleed me dry. Apart from that it’s a nice summers evening in the UK and I’m having a glass of wine before bed time.
