Blindsided

[chl0901]

Journal: Throwing a bit of a pity party for myself today. I started feeling ill yesterday and felt really bad by last night. H was pretty nice/sympathetic for the most part last night. I woke up this AM feeling even worse so I called into work. I expected H would take S to daycare since I was sick and he's done that in past similar situations. I got out of bed a couple of hours later and H was gone for work but S was still in bed, which was really frustrating. I dropped S off and then went to the dr, which took forever. I sent H a text about the dr appt taking a long time and he didn't respond. I tried to call H after the appt to let him know what the dr said (I have a virus), but no answer. I did feel pretty upset at this point with not feeling well at all and feeling no support from H. He finally text me back later and said he thought I just took the day off just because (when I never do that!), which is why he didn't take S to daycare. Now he says he isn't feeling well either so I hope he doesn't have what I have.

Pity party over!