Calm down Trying...lol...You know by now what to expect and not expect I presume. I guess you are right about WAS being confused. At least many of them. My WAS well, who knows. I know she is spending a great deal of time online which she never did. (not obsessing here) Nobody can spend all day online like that unless your on a dating site desperately seeking someone. Thats just being realistic in my mind. But I realize I shouldn't be guessing or thinking like that. However, if true it would hurt me even more. Anyway's GAL, PMV is something I keep striving for as each day passes.
ok I'm calm, lol. I suffer from depression and anxiety and this is making me both depressed and anxious. I know you say you're not be obsessed, but you are! lol. Who care what she's doing online! for all you know she may be on another forum doing exactly what you're doing on here. I used to get paranoid when I was posting in case my H was reading it, but I don't anymore because I think who cares! lol. This is from someone who's stressing because he's not answered my call! It's ok to think she may have an OM because it will prepare you in case she has, but have it at the back of your mind. Remember you've got a long long way to go, it's baby steps all the way! Forget about what she's doing and what she's up to and why she's spending more time on the internet and why she's doing this and why is she doing that! It's just not healthy. Carry on being as attractive as you can, you never know when she might turn up. Go on a diet, go to the gym, get a tan, buy some new clothes. Always look smart because you never know what's around the corner. I know my H doesn't live far, but I always look nice just in case he pops round. He may think hmmmm why is she all glammed up, but that's what keeps them wondering. Make 180 fun! make them think what you're up to and GAL! Work on yourself, be the Husband that your wife will want to come back to. She doesn't want to come back to someone who mopes around all day, but someone who gets on with life. BTW, I do know what to expect by now and I know he's going to ring me about 11pm! That's what I'm annoyed about. I've got water coming into my conservatory and 11pm is no good to me! He's always said he'll come round to sort it out as he knows we've got problems with our conservatory roof. This is why I hardly ever ring him, as he never answers his phone and does my head in! lol.
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
