Crazy Part II

[tiredndrained]

Thanks Sailing...I agree. I am still going detached and trying to tell myself we will seperate so I am not going down the same rollercoaster as before. I really am fine with the seperation now although I think he will make it difficult for us to actually be apart. He doesn't seem to know what he wants which is evident by his behavior. I no longer have the patience to wait around for him. I'm not sure I will ever have the same feelings for him again. At this point, the hard part is the financial piece. I have no money and together we are just getting by. I hadn't even thought about the possibility of staying together until this recent situation. To be honest..it was very flattering to have someone interested in me and renewed my thoughts that maybe I won't be alone the rest of my life. I think my husband thought I would sit around for the rest of my days yearning for him. Now he realizes that isn't the case after all.