Look, this was a shock to the system so you're going to have these moments of sadness from time to time. We all do, even the super vets that have been moved on for years. The key is to feel that emotion. Don't bottle it up or suppress it somehow but just feel it, understand where it came from, then move on. Most important thing is you don't get stuck in that place.
Thanks spartan, I understand that such feeling is part of shock of the big bomb being dropped onto me. I'll try to feel the feeling instead of just letting my mind wonder away again into the land of what ifs. I do not want to be stuck that place as I know that i will prevent me from learning from my mistakes.
