just one comment - short i swear- hearing myself recount the feelings of trapped-ness and how near some edge i got about the time i had to get the heck out of florida more-
i remember how desperate i felt- and something had to be done. i guess honestly- i did my best there. it was hard. i'd forgotten-
guess we all try and save ourselves when we feel like we're goin down- that was my try- nmaybe this is his???
