Hate. In my reading to understand myself, the primary emotion of Anger is the one that if it's addressed releases us from our secondary emotion of hate.
So much to be angry about right? And we get angry when we are let down. And we get let down when we place expectations on people and they don't meet them. Are you allowing yourself to continue to place expectations on her? She's not in the same game as you. Not even the same sport. We have to release them to their own choices. The only one that is hurt by our unmet expecations... is us. We feel the anger, we express it through hate. We feel all of it and carry it alone. They don't even notice it right now.
We didn't get a choice in any of this but here we are. Trying to do our best and swimming through the storm with our DB life vests. Release some of that for YOU.
Me(F):40 WAW:44 T:13yrs M:9yrs BD:2/12 (I saw a text) ILYBINILWY: 5/12 PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11) S:2/13 Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13 W moves home to R: 10/13
