I hope the IC session helps. Do you own that house you're living in? Is there some way you could move closer to civilization? Rent an apartment or room? So you would not be so isolated.

Linda

Me 65, Ex 64
M 38 y
2 adult S, 4 G-Kids
MLC 11/07
BD 12/09
D 3/14
Dating nice guy 7/14
Engaged to nice guy 12/17