Surviving Separation

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The most interesting things always seem to happen in the middle of the night don't they?

A week ago my H was up till all hours texting that he felt like a failure and spent the next few days contacting me like crazy. Then he pulled way back all of a sudden leaving me to wonder what i had done to trigger the withdrawal.

Now tonight I'm getting middle of the night texts and calls from a woman who's telling me "we need to talk!" I didn't answer her calls or reply but the vibe of her voicemails and texts is that they are in the middle of an argument (at 1am) and she wanted to confirm nothing was going on.

I can only laugh. (And be annoyed that now I can't fall back to sleep). You are sleeping with a married man and you want his 8 months pregnant wife to call you back in the middle of the night to put your mind at ease that you "don't mean anything to him." Really?

I anticipate this to all come back as being my fault, but I feel really proud of myself for not getting too worked up over this. And for staying out of their business.

For those that feel separation is the worst place in the world I just have to say I'm sooooo happy to be miles away from whatever my H is involved in right now. For once I'm the calm one while his world seems to be spinning.