Thanks HWA and TVS...yes I know I deserve better and it is hurtful to me. I do wonder what his reaction would be if the shoe was on the other foot and I BD'd him. Would he have fought so hard to get me back?? Would he have improved himself and devoted so much time to being a better person? and someone I could fall in love with once again?? Funny that he wants unconditional love, yet I don't seem to get that in return.
Just feeling frustrated at the moment. I know I'll bounce back again.
Hope you are both doing well and keeping up your PMA under difficult circumstances.
