Mooka..I answered you on my thread, you sound good..I know it is hard..very hard..but keep your spirits up..and isn't it great talking to God? That alone is peace..
I helped h with stuff too..and now i will be helping him bring it back..talking to your kids will be tough..do they have any ideas that something is wrong, or will this be a total shock?.Show your strength to them..I sound like I have been so up all the time..I had many crying times..but never in front of them..I have gotten angry about things..but it is all in how you present it all in front of them...sure it will hurt, but if they know they are loved, they will be able to work through it too.
