Thanks for replying Sue and others....I thought you meant working out the anger here at BB and through exercise, etc.
Tonight H asked what I was doing and said he WOULD be home for dinner (the past he is always out on Fri nights for drinks with co-workers..OW?) He said, with all his travels(he leave Sat afternoon) that he wanted to come home tonight at a decent time. I was cool ....But I know that this is one of two nights (next Tue being the last) before he moves out. He has payed first month's rent and moves in next week-end (I will be out of town with d).
This is getting hard in some ways, and I'm feeling a certain peace in other ways. I'm doing a lot of talking with God, some spiritual friends, working more, and continuing to build up my life....
We will talk more tonight about how to tell our college kids....YUK , I am fearing that more than living on my own. I do fine on my own much of the time. I have some great people to rely on. I am detaching more and more.....tho showing a PMA around H. I've even helped him get supplies for his new apt...how weird is that?
Oh well, many of you have been through this and keep giving me encouragement and support.
....But I know that this is one of two nights (next Tue being the last) before he moves out. He has payed first month's rent and moves in next week-end (I will be out of town with d). 
I'm doing a lot of talking with God, some spiritual friends, working more, and continuing to build up my life....
, I am fearing that more than living on my own. I do fine on my own much of the time. I have some great people to rely on. I am detaching more and more.....tho showing a PMA around H. I've even helped him get supplies for his new apt...how weird is that? 
