Just journaling here. No plan to change tactics yet. Just musing.
W was right about me being afraid to be alone. Neither of us has ever really been alone. We're probably both the same in that respect. But now she's back in her home town, but I'm out here, isolated and truly alone.
I so want the pain to end for both of us. I almost want to just say "Goodbye, my love. I'm sorry for all the pain, and I wish you the best in finding happiness."
