I was going through my emails looking for something from Nov/Dec and I came across some old emails from her before BD......
Even one to my family and friends excited about the foreign guest that would be sharing Christmas with us. OM 1
Reading your thoughts the last few days made me evaluate how much I owned in this - the last few weeks had me feeling I needed to own much of it
I was/ am way too nice- she walked over me. I now watch d3 impacted by her actions so much - someone that I love as much as I love my w should not have it in them to hurt, lie, and be as selfish as my w now is.
It hurts me to have feelings of hate.
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13
